Apeirophobia – Observations/ Hypothesis/Theory

Rationale of Cards 1 through 10
Over the years , I personally became stuck in what may be called a logic loop. Existence and Time became an obsession in regard to which came first. Often leading to the question why anything exists at all. I kept questioning each hypothesis that was postulated over and over again.
I became often engulfed by the indescribable despair and the total loss of purpose that often accompanies this initial phobia of eternity. I then began to realize that this pain, was not a defect but an adaptation.
In order to survive, I literally had to change everything I thought existence was. These first 10 cards are just the beginning on how I personally reprogrammed my views in order to adapt. Humbly, Ralph Edward Turchiano

What exists now, had its roots outside of time.
Existence does not require time
Time is a product of Existence, Probability, Potential, and Intent
Perception is then congruent with Time
What or whom that exists had its genesis outside of time and is a continuation of intent, potential and probability.

The argument that from nothing arose something, then something will return to nothing once again is futile.
Because there is potential, it does not
necessarily mean it is probable regardless of how long this potential exist.
The potential of nothing ever being
probable is equal to the probability of there never being potential.
Probability, potential, and intent all can exist non-congruent with time

Intent of orderly progression or universal laws
From Chaos, Order is not an inevitable given. As from Order, Chaos is not an inevitable given
Both require Intent
It is from Intent that Existence
Brings forth Perception

While linear progression can lead to eternal awareness linear regression is limited and cannot unveil what has always existed. Always looking for a beginning or a tangible point on a line. Since Time is a product of existence in its vastness it is non-linear Time is also a product of perception Perception is not necessarily linear

Reality is neither order or chaos
Reality is existence and perception
Reality is also existence without perception
Reality is a non-constant and reliant on various perceptions or lack of
It can be natural and or molded

Existence does not require anything to just be, yet there is.
For anything to exist at all is a rational for the void of Existence to require more than to just be.
For anything to exist at all will never be a rational requirement of Existence

Existence and the event of something coming into existence are different and not equal.
Yet once something exists, it can never be voided from Existence

Order is relative to time
Order presents time as linear and
constant
Time does not require order as it is only perception

Time is perception
Perception is a
the vast reaction of
energy and various
elements, not just
conscious awareness
To alter time is to alter perception