Apeirophobia – Observations/ Hypothesis/Theory
Altering the epigenetics of our psychic biology to co-exist with the awareness of eternity
Rule # 1
Existence is not time
Time is not Existence
Existence does not
require Time
Time is a product of
Existence
Proof of God ? Existence does not require perception
This Commentary is no more than how I see existence and perception, or in a common word reality. Your views and perspective are just as valid as mine. This video is not designed to end the conversation, but to start it.
This is how some of us Eternalists see the root of existence. These views are not incompatible with any
Belief or Science.
With Humility,
Ralph Turchiano
A prior Apeirophobic, and how it changed my views on Time and Existence
Ralph Turchiano – From my perspective time and existence
have are two different but related dimensions. This is a very
brief explanation of how my perception of existence changed
over time. As well as high I went from an Apeirophobic in constant
despair to an Eternalist that can exist without others external purpose.
Part 2: Our initial response to the forms of existence
Candid Discussion of our primary reaction to our initial response
of feeling the Awareness of Existence. Not the definition of existence, but the forms of existence.
I admit the video prior to this one is tough to listen to . Even though the subject matter is relevant. This video runs smoother, except for the uncooperative wind.
I will continue the videos, in an informal method. This way it is easier to do; However, there may be a little repetition.
You guys really help when you communicate with me. It does help me become more aware of each of your unique obstacles.
I know what we feel is an horrendous burden for many of us. With time I hope I can communicate properly how there is a solution to this concept labyrinth.
This thing that you feel is tangible, but as time moves forward you may find it a extremely powerful tool.
Most of all feel free to communicate on this subject free of stress. As well as even maybe have a little fun.. 😉
Ralph Turchiano
Basic principles Once understood you may find helpful:
I know things may seem tough right now for a few of you. Therefore I am posting this in the mean time till I get a few more videos done. Do not let anyone convince you that you are ill. In reality you are more than likely the exact opposite, “Becoming Fully Aware” .
Most of you have highly evolved intellects……… Therefore I am posting the following logic flow, in which those of you who are struggling with this concept can give you something to relate to. Again you can always contact me – Ralph Turchiano
Time is not existence
Existence is not time
Time is material perception
Not linear observation
It is no more linear than personal memories
Existence is not eternity,
although Awareness of eternal existence
often is the root of our initial despair
Eternity is time not existence
Existence just is, and always shall be
A single all encompassing immeasurable point
With no beginning and no end.
Perception of existence is
Both a mutation and an evolution
We are just evolving to truly understand
Just one part of existence
No End
This mutation of understanding
is just part of a concept that forces
a change in our perception
Of purpose in all things, Hence evolution
–Ralph Turchiano
Existence is not time, and time is not existence
I am finding it necessary at this juncture to explain how my perception of existence and time are two separate elements.
An understanding of the following concept was vital to clearing the hurdle of discomfort in regards to eternity.
It was not till many years later did I realize it was the concept of existence and not time that was the culprit.
Yes, I found a way to co-exist with time as a quasi linear eternal event. Yet eternity, really was not the root of the issue.
It was the birth of a relatively intangible thought, as the following shall reveal.
Existence is undefinable, and absent of limits and laws. It is also unimaginable, as we only attempt to understand it through our biases and perception. Our vision corrupts it through our experience and knowledge.
It is nothing yet everything.
It is forever and yet the beginning
It is a single point yet limitless
All times begin and diminish within existence
All times and events are eternal within existence.
From existence the dimensions arise. The first most likely being perception than time. Without the perception from matter and energy, time is not relevant.
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Perception need not be consciousness
From Existence is birthed perception, time, dimensions, etc…..
I will stop there.
I have discovered for myself, that eternal existence is an indirect misnomer. Eternity and Existence must be distinguished as two separate entities. I know this is not easy, as it is counter to the way we have been trained to think epigenetically over the eons.
We are trained to fixate on beginnings and endings. Many of us began to despair just over the feeling of no end or purpose. Never mind the concept of there never being a beginning or plan.
I do not purport to claim I understand existence. I have though, have begun my journey of understanding that time and existence are two totally separate entities all together.
I find it Ironic that for any of us to truly perceive existence, with all the hell we had to experience to get there. May end up being one of the most pure and empowering of experiences that all realities have to offer. Since it may be perception of existence that gives birth to all potential realities. ( in Romantic terms True Magic )
I hope this helps 😉
Ralph Turchiano
Acclimation to the Awarness of Eternal Existence #1 (Lowering the Veil of Fear/Despair)
Obviously this type of discussion is new to most of us. I will do my best, even if it seems a little awkward at times.
I will attempt to deconstruct many of the conforming principles that brought us to this point. Then to explain how I reconstructed them in order to better utilize this concept form of eternal existence.
It will take time, and I will keep these videos short. Even though they are short, the concepts take time to fully comprehend. Personal prejudice and bias are difficult obstacle to push aside. My statements must also be without prejudice, bias as well as exempting the general laws of any current reality. ( You will understand as I explain more)
* To those who do not understand what it is to experience the full concept of eternal existence like we do…Please do not watch these videos…(Seriously)
* I also hope not to offend anyone of any religious persuasion. I hold nothing but the upmost respect for all beliefs.
To all the Eternalist out there.. I am also open to all suggestions. Lets keep it fun 😉
– Ralph Turchiano
We are Eternalist not Apeirophobic – Perception versus Existence
( 2nd in series )
Had time for a quick impromptu (unrehearsed) discussion on what I see as the two absolutes or knowns.
In addition to being of the opinion that we are true Black Sheep. Knowing that both the Atheist, and Those with Spiritual leanings base the unknown off of Faith. Both separate but equal, with us on the outside focusing more on existence and perception.
Second we may be at an unwilling juncture, of some sort of evolution (and or adaptation). In any case we really have not been left with much of an option. Since we can not un-see what we have seen. (more…)
A candid discussion of the initial despair of eternity..
This is a brief description of my personal experience of what is commonly called Apeirophobia. I do not delve into philosophy or science, just an offer of empathy and that there is a way to adapt. I will publish more videos as additional questions, or discussions come to surface.
– Please feel free to discuss ( Just only involve those who are immersed in this )
– It would be cruel to awaken anyone (if even possible) to this, who is not already exposed.
Eternal Revelations – Trinity
My thought process is quite defective. Therefore I am not going to explain, and just type out the conclusion;
We have three elements;
1. We are all both products and parts of eternity, therefore eternal in some form always.
2. Eternity = God (Eternity the base creator ) one never existed without the other = Creator, Destroyer = ((Time) Eternity = God )
3. Time ( a product of Consciousness ) = Awareness ( Observation of Eternity, within it ) = A product of Eternity, the Creator and Destroyer = Awareness once exiting can never not. For Eternity just is, no beginning, neither linear, nor incomplete. Time = Awareness which is a product of God +/= Eternity
4. Eternity needs neither God nor Awareness, Yet Eternity = God
5. Existence = God + Time + Eternity ( The Trinity )
6. Eternity being non linear, and just is …. Once something exist it can never not exist.
The Trinity
Just the Ramblings of:
Ralph Turchiano 20 MAR 2014
I will fill in more later, but for now it is an incredibly exciting concept to finally comprehend. What once started out as a fear of Eternity, has now for the moment become an exhilarating discovery. I cannot fully describe, the multitude of new possibilities this door has opened.
As a side note, when mentioning consciousness ( awareness ) we are not discussing brain nor soul per say. An example would be the half life of plutonium. i.e.the Plutonium is aware of time and time is aware of it. Therefore it behaves accordingly to this mutual awareness…
You may also say the second something is born, is the day it starts to die… You now have to change that philosophy to, ” The second you become aware, is the second it begins to transform…
Without getting goofy…It is just incredible 😉
Now I can move forward
Recent Nexus Completions
Eternalist perception of structure components
Rationale of Cards 1 through 10 Over the years , I personally became stuck in what may be called a logic loop. Existence and Time became an obsession in regard to which came first. Often leading to the question why anything exists at all. I kept questioning each hypothesis that was postulated over and over again. I became often engulfed by the indescribable despair and the total loss of purpose that often accompanies this initial phobia of eternity. I then began to realize that this pain, was not a defect but an adaptation. In order to survive, I literally had to change everything I thought existence was. These first 10 cards are just the beginning on how I personally reprogrammed my views in order to adapt. Humbly, Ralph Edward Turchiano
Rationale of Cards 21-30 Existence, infinity, reality, and dimension are a series of sets. These Sets are based upon the perception of what can be defined as identity. Identity itself is a series of sets, as it may be rare that any identity is purely homogeneous with itself. What is one, can be infinitely divided amongst itself. Where nothing is created, but simply divided. Later what may appear as being created, is simply a union of what originally was. Any Reality in itself within this context can have infinite possibilities as any division within itself, is never limited by itself, but by only what is perceived Proof most commonly applies to what can be repeated and is limited to the truth of what may not be repeated. Do not confuse Proof with Truth.Recent Comments
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